Paralized
Tumored
Tormented
Harassed
Trapped inside this cage
What life am I living?
What world am I living in?
I shall leave all of you
This tearful life needs to end
Nothing will cure me
My illness worsens
Let me die with my thoughts

Let me die!

I'm not the one you deserved
I'm not the one who deserves you
Tears of blood drop from my eyes
I can't do this for anyone
I shall not live this depressive life anymore
I don't care who it hurts
Happiness is far away from me
My past is far behind me
Love and hope are just useless words to me
The world I live in will end with me
I shall die here to never be alive again
Time for me to vanish from this world of shit

Why am I living with this misery?
Why am I depressed inside me?
No one shall know why
My feelings are haunting me
I don't deserve to live here
Nothing will save me from this madness
I never deserved anything from you
Everything is my fault

The answers to your questions don't matter. Because they will die with me...
Don't even think of me! My death will give you peace and quiet.

This life is infernal
I never deserved what you did to me
I'm gonna end this life today
You'll never be aware

My visions vanish from my eyes
As they fade to white
Goodbye, farewell
I'll see you on the other side

Don't think of me
I'm already dead
My soul is gone from this world

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Disclaimer:
"This song is NOT meant to encourage depressive and suicidal people to end their lives. It is meant as a viewpoint.

If you or someone you know is dealing with thoughts of depression and suicide, you can call an individual willing to help in seeking treatment. These issues are serious matters in my opinion, and I would like to let my listeners know they're not alone, and there is always ways to recieve assistence."

-Dai Maō, founder and driving force of Soulers